It has been awhile since I have written on my blog partly because I am not sure what to write. I have been extremely frustrated with this whole weight loss thing. I have literally been at this for 5 years. Sure I may have had a couple weeks where my head hasn't been completely in the game but even then it has been at the back of my mind. You can see that from my blog posts, Facebook posts, Intragram and my fitness pal. I have tried goals of the week and monthly goals sometimes I failed and sometimes I succeeded. During this blog I have ran 5km, 10km and most recently a half marathon. I have tried new exercises classes and several different healthy eating plans. Weight Watchers, South Beach, Gluten Free Diet and the 17 day diet. And I am not one of those people who try for a couple of days. I commit myself to months and months to each plan. But still I sit at present at 248. I am up over 22 pounds since I first wrote my first blog post over 3 years ago. I am grateful to have met many people in the blog world and follow your proud moments and struggles through your own journey. But at present I am exhausted! of trying and trying and not seeing the results! I am not sure what to do anymore. This post is not meant for you to feel sorry for me but I am stating some facts. Do you guys have any suggestions?